January 2011
129 posts
I feel strangely calm for it being the night...
It’s all inclusive. It’s a physical change, yeah, but it is just as much about my transformation into what I’ve always wanted to be.
If you do not like stories of hardship and change,...
From this point on, a huge part of this blog will be my weight loss story. I will post pictures, progress reports, and other things, but I will still write on here about the usual bullshit that I post.
December 2010
140 posts
Miss May I confirmed for Warped tour? FUCK YES.
Just another wasted day in a year full of wasted...
thatsprettybadass:
Nirvana- All Apologies
I...
The final part of the New Year's Challenge: My...
I want to learn to not hate myself.
Challenge part 7
5 people I got really close to. Some on here more than others.
- My sister
- Thea
- Sam Ott
- Natasha Gornick
- Myself.
Challenge part six.
A list of things I want to change in the new year.
WHAT THE FUCK DON’T I WANT TO CHANGE?
1. Lose weight
2. New friends
3. Cleaner mind.
4. An attempt at fathoming how to dress like I’m not blind
5. New found ability to focus
6. People to notice me.
"Challenge" part 4.
I changed this one. It was “A letter to a person that you grew apart from this year.” and I am making it to someone I grew close to.
You believed in me when no one, including myself did. You pulled me from the gutter, and gave me a reason to stay out. You showed a side of yourself that I could never have seen otherwise. And, most of all, you gave me the hope that I could be...
New Year's "challenge" part 3.
Plans for new years.
I honestly am in no shape to go out and party. I was going to go to a concert but I have no ride.
New Year's "Challenge" part 1.
Ten things I did this year:
1. Went to go see Iron Maiden.
2. Went to Mayhem fest… there wasn’t much mayhem.
3. Got extremely close to giving up.
4. Got extremely close to having hope.
5. Found a sanctuary in writing.
6. Joined tumblr.
7. Made the two-thousand mile journey to Arizona.
8. Made at least one new friend.
9. Joined Not Our Tomorrow.
10. Loved… but never lost...
I'm not in an exceptionally bad mood, but I still...
Always. To everyone. It will never change. And it might just kill me.
Tumblr meetup in the burg?! I kinda wanna go haha.
Talk about disheartening...
I was looking for jeans online… bad fucking idea. All I found were $100+ jeans in a fifteen waist.
FUCK BEING FAT
&
FUCK BEING POOR
I have learned exactly five things from my little...
1. Do not look like you care: Skip shaving for a week or three. Wear the most beat up jeans you own.
2. Don’t be afraid to do things that are edgy: If you wouldn’t usually go out in public in it, it is perfect.
3. Classics are good: Start with a pair of converse and some jeans. Never stray from this tried and true combo.
4. It’s all about how you act: You personality matters...
You damn well better be enjoying this audio rant,...
loweryourstandards:
“You can never ever leave...
mynameisthea:
roundabout- yes
mynameisthea:
ive seen all good people- yes
for...
crookedindifference:
Pearl Jam - Better Man
...
toolittlecakes:
Matthew Sweet - “Girlfriend”
...
willdrewreviews:
Everlast- “What it’s Like”
...
wefoundsafety-:
daniellakatze:
Mumford&...
If I ever did tell you the truth, would you walk...
So then, why am I the one that they've cast out.
It’s a strange world when someone can’t enjoy life because their unique. Sure, I have friends, but none of them are really exactly like me. Look at my music tastes for example. Half of my friends listen to indie. The other half listen to metal. How fucking contradictive is that?! I listen to both, but I’m fucking weird, so I don’t count. And then there is the whole social...
I'm only gonna say this once...
upon re-watching Inception… Ellen Page is uhhhh…. pretty damn hot…. so… yeah. Do with that what you will.
So, on this early morning on christmas day, I am...
And I have no one to talk to. HELP, TUMBLR?
Bitch, I can rock out to a 20 minute long keyboard...
Happy nondenominational winter solstice...
…All fourteen of you crazy fucks
Has someone taken your faith? It's real, the pain...
I’ve got another confession my friend. I’m no fool. I’m getting tired of starting again somewhere new. Were you born to resist, or be abused? I swear I’ll never give in, I refuse. Is someone getting the best of you?
